It's been a while...

So I thought I'd do some Blog Therapy. A lot has happened in the past few weeks. I've had my ups and my downs. A lot of downs. Self-esteem issues leave my pillow wet at nights and my eyes puffy in the morning. But thanks to my good friend Nate, and a lot of prayers, I've decided that my attitude is going to be better. I don't need to be sad. My life is great! I have wonderful friends, I'm getting a good education and my life is pretty good. So, from now on, I'm going to try to have more sunshiny days, instead of cloudy ones. Of course, after I've made that decision, things got tough, but I just figure that's Satan trying to get me down. Stupid Satan.
Anywho.... Time to update yall. This semester has been full of Frisbee games, Football games, birthdays, Horkleys, movies, costumes, late nights, early mornings, pillow talk and fun! It's been great. Brianna's birthday was on the 21st of October and we threw her a surprise party! It was great, the best part was when we gave her her birthday present, a Shweinstiger Jersey! She loved it! She also got a present from Matt and Jon and it was a bunch of "bri"-sents, like boxer-BRIefs, a barBRI doll in a BRIkeenie, a BuRIt0, and a few other things, it was great! That night we also had a ward halloween party, it was a lot of fun! Our apartment (except caroline) all dressed up, it was fun! The freakiest part was the end when the chainsaw guy got right up next to us! SCARY!!!! I also took my friends Kris and Jacobs engagement pictures, that was a lot of fun and there are a few pictures on here.

Brianna with Matt and Jon and her BRI gifts :)

Brianna Michelle and I all dressed up for the ward party

The apartments awesome costumes! 80's Exercise girl(Me), 80's secretary(Sadie), A PEACE girl(Bri), Lumberjack(Madi), and an 80's hick(Michelle). (p.s, I started the 80's theme :))

Happy BRI-thday Brianna!

Kris and Jacob, possibly the most beautiful couple ever <3

I Love them!

My Beautiful Beautiful roommate Brianna

Roommate love :)

Beautiful Rexburg Sunset. View from my apartment :)

Best Quarter Back eve! Payton Manning watch out!!! :)

The Truth by Kris Allen

Yes, I stole this from Jennifer :)

1. I've come to realize that my chest-size...
Is Bigger than I thought

2. I've come to realize that my job...
Is great! Until I work with stupid people who lie to get me into trouble and keep them out of it. My clients are wonderful, which keeps me there.

3. I've come to realize that when I'm driving...
That's when my best thoughts come to life. And when I cry the most.

4. I've come to realize that I need...
A closer relationship with my Parents. BOTH of them

5. I've come to realize that I have lost...
A some friends, but the ones that stick around are worth my time.

6. I've come to realize that I hate it when...

People think I'm lying. Even if it's over something stupid, I'm not a liar, believe me.

7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk...
I've lost my way and NEED to find it!!!

8. I've come to realize that money...
is really hard to come by these days.

9. I've come to realize that certain people...
Need to grow up.

10. I've come to realize that I'll always...
wish I could be better

11. I've come to realize that my sibling(s)...
Are amazing people and I wish I knew them better

12. I've come to realize that my mom...
is not someone I want to be like. I love her, but she's made to many mistakes and doesn't learn from them.

13. I've come to realize that my cell phone...
Never gets texts from people!

14. I've come to realize that when I woke up this morning...
That I was going to have a good day full of spiritual growth.

15. I've come to realize last night before I went to sleep...
That I might just be better off alone right now.

16. I've come to realize that right now I am thinking...
That my home teachers are truly the most AMAZING men I've ever met! How did I get so lucky? I don't know!

17. I've come to realize that my dad...
Needs to straighten up. And that I wish I knew him better than I do. Hopefully someday.

18. I've come to realize that when I get on Facebook...
I am usually avoiding homework.

19. I've come to realize that today…
I am slightly in love with Nutella :)

20. I've come to realize that tonight...
Will be amazing!!!! Hopefully. If I don't get hormonal!

21. I've come to realize that tomorrow...
is Monday. Yay......

22. I've come to realize that I really want to...
Improve my Scripture Study and Prayers

23. I've come to realize that my butt...
is too big...

24. I've come to realize that life...
is Tough, but that's how we learn. It's also not fair.

25. I've come to realize that this weekend...
Has been good and a great learning experience and Trial of my PATIENCE

26. I've come to realize that marriage...
isn't gonna happen for a while. And that's ok... I think.

27. I've come to realize that my friends...
Are the greatest people in the World and I'm not sure how I got the privilege to know them

28. I've come to realize that this year...
has been a HUGE growing experience. I've loved every minute of it.

29. I've come to realize that my ex is...
Is non-existent so this question doesn't apply

30. I've come to realize that maybe I should...
Let go of some feelings.

31. I've come to realize that I love...
My Book of Mormon class!!!!

32. I've come to realize that I don't understand...
Men. At all.

33. I've come to realize my past...
is something that I wish I could change, but if I did, I wouldn't be here. So never mind about the changing it part :)

34. I've come to realize that parties...
Are great :)

35. I've come to realize that I'm totally terrified...
Marrying someone who wont honor their priesthood.

7 Things

I probably shouldn't say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It's not possible for me not to care
And now we're standing in the rain
But nothing's ever gonna change
Until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you!
The 7 things I hate about you, oh you
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It's awkward and silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I'll believe it
If you text it, I'll delete it
Let's be clear
Oh, I'm not coming back
You're taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you!
You're vain, your games, you're insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don't know which side to buy

Your friends, they're jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention the 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you!
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi's
When we kiss I'm hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that's both I'll have to buy

Your hands in mine
When we're intertwined, everything's alright
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I like most that you do
You make me love you, you do

Hilarious Accident